MY LORD AND SAVIOUR

Monday, April 30, 2007

10:51 PM

bahh... okay... i feel random. i wan to blog. but i kind of forgot what i wanted to blog about...

anyway... went down to eat with the rest of the class (except natra) at the prata house just a few blocks away from the one that we went last tues... haha. so it was kind of dumb. played pool at beauty world after lunch and we bus back to school... the day was kind of boring... didn't really manage to concentrate in class...

met up with dickson after school... shopped at simlim square and then we went to bugis to shop for his clothes. sat down at ljs for dinner and chatted till 10.. haha... and now i'm home... thining of what i wanted to blog about. but apparently i forgot.. was thinking about it on the bus....

think i really have short term memory. arrhhh... =x

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9:43 AM

bahh... okkay. i'm like now in school and i'm blogging cuz one of our lecture is canceled. so ya. kind of stupid as the whole class is currently camping in the lecture hall watchings some lesbian show. =xx. haha...

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

8:28 PM

kind of woke up rather late today. woke up at 11+... rk came over to my hse to kope some songs from me and we walked to simlim trying to get a laptop sleef for his laptop, only to realise that it is hard to find one that is suitable for his laptop and then we actually walked down to funan square to get one. got one that can fit his laptop after combing funan at the shop where keith got his laptop sleef. kind of sad cause there is one sales man that pointed out that is laptop is kinda fat. walked back to bugis and met up with alvin and rk left for home. shopped around bugis village after realising that there is no wireless at mos. alvin brought one tee and we stopped at bugis cafe after giving up to look for a polo tee. didn't really get to chat much, so wern't sure if our objectives was met.

met up with my mum and sis at fish an co for dinner. this has got to be the most saddening dinner i have ever had with my mum...

who says that after a parent punish his/ her son/ daughter they will forgive them...

felt super emo...

find that i'm closing up...

and i realize how much the family "feel" actually means to me...

emo is not a fad... its a YOUTH PROBLEM...

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

11:12 PM

realized how loved i am...

a bar of chocolate, a bottle of chicken essence, a simple message over msn... and the concern....

THANK YOU GUYS =D

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

11:40 PM

this is post 301, and i offically deligate it to bear bear! cuz he is so sweet =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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10:46 PM

just came back from filming for parents day. met up with jon quek and louis at kallang. louis was late as usual, and jon quek was there even before me. bahh. first time working with jon quek actually. anyway. did some stupid stuffs... wondered around kallang and thinking of what to film. haha. really want to thank God for them for taking the time to come down! haha. we ended filming at around 1030... so ya... kind of late...

s&w tml... more filming to go...

to finish:
1) mission clip
2) parent day clip
3) WritCom project...

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10:46 PM

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7:56 PM

super super super irritated.

today has been such a bad day for me. woke up late, almost late for school, left behind a video camera, "suffered" emotional trama, and now i like pour my whole cup of milk down on the sofa. and my mouse was like soaked in milk.. grr...

BAD DAY =x

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7:32 PM

okay. i'm danm irritated. what kind of rights does one have to say that the other person is not responsible for her child when HE HIMSELF IS NOT EVEN HAVING ANY RESPONSIBLITY. PUSHING ASIDE RESPONSIBLITY IS EQUAL OR NOT EVEN MORE IRRESPONSIBLE FOR THAT PERSON.

anyway. wake up late. so had to rush a cab down. sort of lost my cool towards my mum in the cab and screamed at her. left behind my vcam in the cab, got super mel during lessons, didn't really listen well. kind of got away from that feeling during lunch, felt cor after that that my dad started screaming in the house (DUN EVEN KNOW FOR WHAT)... sort of slacked away my time...

anyway. pray taht God will bring back my vcam to me if it is His will. if it is not, i do really pray that God let the camera be a blessing to the one it end up with and that God will use Him like how He used me.

*COOL DOWN! =x

not mine, but Yours be done

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Monday, April 23, 2007

10:47 AM

bahhh... this is crazy. i actually can't believe myself that i'm actually blogging in lecture... wait. I CAN"T EVEN BELIEVE I ON MY WIRELESS. zzz. this proved how boring my lecturer is... i'm like totally falling asleep. although this is one module that i'm actually quite interested in, i am actually unsure why i'm always unable to really conecntrate during class times. =xxbahh...

okk
save batt...

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

10:13 PM

okk
another random post

kinda felt the kind of feeling that people think that you know everything about something. kind of irritating when u can't solve it and people start whinnning at you and starts to "blame" you? bahh...

really sorry if i have been like that to some of you out there =x

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8:28 PM

bahh... seems to me i have not been blogging for quite some time. so yup. i'm here to provide my update to my life! haha =DD

okay. its like my 4th day of school. the past few days have been quite an exciting and somewhat different from my usual high school days...

haha. okay. i think i'm not really here to blog about how my days have been, but rather something that came to my mind while i was bathing. i suddenly felt that i have as if stepped unto a lot of my classmates toe without realizing so. maybe it could be that i was kinda used to my old environment where i know what i say, criticisms, or just some thing that come out my mouth is taken into consideration seriously when needed and at times when it is known as a super random comment. maybe is something that i have to change. realized that i have been actually quite practical while i was attending local production classes. both tutorial and lectures. found myself not really being able to concentrate fully in the classes as i have this mindset that i already know most, if not all of the stuffs with my background and experience in that field. kind of bad type of mindset to have considering that i'm totally compromising my studies, and that i'm not respecting the teachers at all, not to mention that that would make me proud and somewhat be the "enemy" of the class? =x bahh...

dunno if its just my human instinct or something... i kind of felt that i'm like begining to step on a lot of my classmates toes. dunno how to express it. but i somewhat find, my actions kind of like isolating myself from the class. i mean ya. i was once from the other side of the class, where i once had my piece of judgement towards people who isolates and sort of like shine in certain field. somewhat. i feel that that kind of judgement i upon me now. =x.

anyway, i wan to stil encourage my pherd! haha. u rox! haha... totally random but yup =DD

hopefully God will change me in this area. Really pray for the Holy Spirit to be with me as I go for school......

Tml will be a short day in a long day. starts school at 9 and end at 11... but had a lot of stuffs packed up after that. hope that i'm able to settle everything by tml. meeting my pherd! =D

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

11:09 PM

bahh..

haha... okkay. i kinda felt dumb. i sort of went to my blog to check if i had blogged about retreat already... think i have super bad memory lah..

anwyay. wad our youth combined media retreat on friday... was cool. we went down to marina bay for a session of games and talking and eating and really enjoying ourself... ahha. had great fun although i was late and ya... missed all the games, but it was still fun. ahha. celeberated jias birthday there. although it was kind of sudden and badly planned, but it still went well (I HOPE =x)... haha. had steamboat after we broke up into our various groups to discuess about quarter 2. haha. we went to dragon steamboat for steamboat. managed to get ourself tables at the back of the place, so it was kind of like our area kind of think. haha. quite fun. made a lot of noise. the gas pipe connecting to the girls' cooker came out halfway, and it was like a flame thrower.. haha. got a shocked, but it will be definately one thing that i will remember for that day. very glad to see how the people bonded together during the steamboat time. really glad to be in this one big famiy of ours. saw many new faces from the previous retreat. i realise that we are growing! haha. from my first media retreat to the retreat on friday... God has really brought us a long way, and i do believe that God will bring us even further! =DD

had easter service yesterday. haha. supposed the meet the mdeia team at 9 for breakfast, but i ended up waking up at 9 again. so rushed out of bed, took a shower, and i took a cab down to nexus. managed to reach nexus in 20 mins time. haha. bahh.. but i was late anyway. joanne and jias was already there. but the rest of the boys (namely joseph and keith) were also late. haha. kinda like leader like follower kind of thing... but yup.. haha. was commenting why the sound people though they only had to reach at 10 managed to reach at 930. haha. anyway. service was great! saw almost two full house of people! haha. it was cool. there was not any major big bu hohos. and i believe that God really used the media that was projected on the screen to touch the hearts of many people that day =DDD...

went to mind cafe after we had our dinner. haha. played many games and i really enjoyed myself there. haha. mama koh treated us to tauhuay! haha... so sweet of her to do soo... haha. heard ben they all trying to scare jer with ns stuffs. haha. took bus home with pherd and yiyou. haha....

had caregroup today. and AS USUAL, i woke up late... haha. usually when i wake up late i will still manage to reach in time cause i wll only be late to meet jer on the bus.. haha.. but today was kinda of late... decided to take train instead of bus, and i saw xinyi on the train. hha. she took bus to little india and change to train. hha. was kind of "relieved" that i was not the only one late, but oh wells. hahas. reached and bought food at the nasi store. saw huili and we waited for mathesias (hey... really sorry for the bad spelling =xx) and we headed to nerc only to find out that the rest of the pack are still at the void deck as puays is also late. and the key is with her. haha. so we had to wait for her to arrive and we went up. played water googles during caregroup and i was like boated with water after that... den again, there were many others who had to drink more water then me =x teaching was great and i was reminded again that i must take more time out for God.. and to really spend time with His Word.... slacked around at rc with puays, jiali, xinyi, yiyou and pherd after cg... we ordered kfc up and we played a game of domino uno (which we totally dunno how to play) and citidal. ahha. my first time playing! haha. had jaili benind me to teach me how to play.. ahha. had great funnnn... and we wated phentom of the opera after that. it was cool!!! the singing and the film play... totally amazing. u guys should catch it...

just about to finish packing my bag for camp tml... going for fms freshman orientation camp tml.. haha. hope that i will have a great time there. kind of excited about tertiary life... hehe...

OO.. sudden realisation.. i think i like to hang out at cafes and just chill... haha. although sometimes i may think that it may be a bit ex at first.. but after that, i will think that it is worth it =DD... ahha..

meeting alvin of thur for coffee... wee.... =DDDD

and a song for those out there (think i posted before, but it came to me again. so ... ahah)

That's What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

12:19 AM

oo... i just realised i havn't been blogging much these few days... haha

actualy. i did't even blog... anyway

monday...
had lucnh in cchs in the afternoon... haha... was quite happy that many people came down... and it really started to be what i have dreamt of it to become... dennis and alvin conducted a short sharing about "at the cross" and do pray that the short session would impact people! =DD... went so heerens sake after that.. haha. was kinda dumb as we didn't know where to alight, so we actually alighted at orchard mrt busstop and we walk all the way back. alvin was nice enough to "treat" us with his $30 voucure. haha. my first time in sake with people other then my family. haha. kinda werid. but to begin with, finding me in sake is already rare. haha. had easter prac after that at nex. saw the whole flow of the service. was kinda freaking out as i realised that i had many things that are due and yet are left undone. haha... according to jias, i sounded very cor. haha. worked until 4+ in the morning before going to bed...

woke up at 11 plus the next day... slacked around and edited a bit... and went out to meet keith. ahha. went shopping with him for his and mine laptop pouch. haha. we walked from weelock all the way to funan in the bright, hot, humoungous, yellow, hot (herms, did i say that b4...) and ya... but it was enjoyable. chatted with him on the way there... really glad to be able to spend some proper time with my erzi. haha. kinda dumb but yups =))... haha... my ERZI... anyway. came home, and spent time with my family in the living room. kinda long since i spend more then say 10mins? in the living room apart from after 1am when i'm on dota... so ya... haha. finish scripting the rest of the flash and tried to send to my pherd... took quite long... and halfway (actually much less then that) my modem gave up (and i sort of too)... bahh...

woke up at like 130 today? haha...
manage to send a swf version of it out for checking today... haha... and i realise that yousendit dun't really work well with safari.. so o wells... had to use firefox to send using that. haha..
slacked the whole day.. watch my date with vamipre for the whole afternoon and evening... hha...
finished editing the flash and now i'm sending it to my pherd... ahaa... hopefully he gets it before he sleeps... llalalalaal...

OO! get well soon pherd! bahh.. hes down with gastric... lalaal... =))

tml...
meeting wei keat to pass him my vcam... and meeting jias after that and going down to nex for rehearsal... woo... long day... hah..
MEDIA RETREAT ON FRIDAY! =D

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Monday, April 02, 2007

1:44 AM

booh...
i'm like reformatting my hp laptop for the second time within 24 hrs... so its kinda dumb. just realised that the stupid virus didn't manage to like so call "del" itself when i reformatted the com the previous time. so i have to like manually del the stupid virus and then reformat again so as the get rid of the stupid pop up thinggy... zzz

anyway. warning to others!!haha. always right click. be suspusisous when after u click ur drive, another window pops up or when u right click its autorun instead of run... bahh... kinda dumb but ya...

anyways.. haha

had caregroup in the morning. wanted to go cartel but there was a power failaur so we wern't able to order breakfast. so we went down to mos burger instead. haha. my first so called caregroup. had fun "sharing" secrets and we went to play arcade after that. so ya... haha. played bishi bashi champ, datona and the basketball game. ahah. sort of played cheat by standing at the side and stretching my hands out. haha.

met joseph after that.. planned about some stuffs... chatted for a bit and we went up to meet the rest of the pack... me, jias, yiyou and gwen went down to sls after that to shopp. haha. bought 50 dvd-r... and jias bought a screen protecter and a tumbbie. haha.

had our dinner after that... being a family, we ordered dishes and rice and we ate like a real family! haha. kinda cool...

talked with ame, jo and jo over the phone to play for the comming retreat! its going to be cool!! aha. so pls be there!!! =))... woots.. haha

anyway, waiting for my com to sort of like "reformat"... going to do my stuffs after that...

wweeee

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

12:43 AM

zzz... okk... im like on my way to reformat my hp now... zzz...

reformatting due to suspision of virus... and the most stupid thing is that norton is not able to detect it... apparently it is suppse to infect external sotrage that is plugged into my com. kinda stupid. always thought it was my tumbdrive fault's.. but ya.. apperently my 2nd "boss" came and complain that my laptop caused his external harddisk to have a virus... zzz... okkay.. so.. ya... not sure how accurate is that.. cuz huili's tumb and alvin's hd apperenty didn't ahve any problem.. so ya... anyway... ya. still going to reformat my laptop. going to reformat alvin's hd alos.

i have decieded to throw away my tumbdrive after numberous tries of trying to get it to work.. reformatting and more reformatting. zzz...

o! sorrry hope pj missions team!! i'm unable to rush out the clips by tml... REALLY REALLY SORRY!! I will rush them out asap!!! =x...

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